And to this day, the events that followed all seem like a distant dream. Or it could mean you're the righteous man, and I'm the shepherd, and it's the world that's evil and selfish. Not for an old crook like me." - "Fort Hancock, Texas, please." (voice-over) "I find I am so excited I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I wondered how some people can be such a necessary part of one's life one day and simply vanish the next. Whenever I talk to her, she always manages to refer to my boyfriend as the other woman. It bore no resemblance to the pictures in the brochure.